Yes, Hi it's been a while

Art
It's so rare I draw these days, I just don't have the time and I don't always know what to draw anymore.

Health
I'm sick allot these days, I need to go have my blood tested because I'm tired 24/7 no matter what I do and I also have been the same weight for 3 months now despite exercising more and eating healthier.

Money
I'm so broke right now it's stupid that I can't even afford bus fare to go to the hospital to have my blood done. Job center are forever messing about with my money paying me too much or not enough.

I just forked out around £50 to go help out Asi and get a break away from everything here by staying with ledja for a few days, how the fuck I afforded that is beyond me. I just hope they pay me this Monday when I'm away otherwise I'm screwed.


Friends
I'm loosing so many friends right now it's crazy. Due to me being ill I just have not felt like starting a conversation with someone. I rarely speak to =Spite170 at all anymore, I fear he's just so busy and being me I just hate to be a pest.

On the other hand I've been in touch with Asi, Rosi and Wolfeh again which is nice. I've also grown a stronger relationship with a friend on SL (not in a relationship manner just a really good friend).


Eeeves
This may sound crazy but they have really started to loose their appeal to me, I am going from an eevee fan to be furre and I know once I am fully together with Mike, then I will be leaving all my eevee past behind me and following my new one into furre fandom.


Job
I still have no job and fear I won't do anytime soon, which means hell knows when I will ever be able to live with mike because it shouldn't just be him making all the effort, it should be both of us. Hell he even went and got a second job which means he works 7 days a week, I wish I could get just one job at the least.



I feel like a zombie at this moment, so yes in a way i'm pretty depressed and at this current moment close to tears, my life feels so fucked up right now.


I'm not thrilled, it just won't change.